Pee Slut Sees the Truth


Please read Pee Slut Gets Pissed Off first.

Yes, I get angry, but it doesn’t mean I’m right. Just that I’m human, and a very imperfect one at that.

He mentioned the movies. That’s not stalking, however…and here’s where all my righteousness turns to dust: there was something that wasn’t caring and submissive about me tonight. Stalking is taking without permission.

With Him, I’ll never get away with taking ANYTHING. The reason I want to leave and run is because something gets uncomfortable. It gets too real for me. Too close.

I start to want to control again. My conversation wasn’t giving and caring or hot and submissive. It takes a lot more effort to be a fake than be real. He told me that many times. My anger is me being a control freak. It’s exhausting.

Im tired and I need sleep. Maybe one day I’ll be strong enough.

 

 

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